We’ve all seen the video, haven’t we? Okay, maybe just me about a million times but I am OBSESSED. If you don’t know what I’m referring too, please go and watch Tate Mcrae’s new music video to her brand-new single it’s ok i’m ok and get back to me. An absolute masterpiece. I want to be her. As much as I have had that song ON REPEAT this past week, it felt like an interesting thing to talk about. I feel like recently I’ve been running away from my emotions. Not letting myself FEEL WHAT I WANT TO FEEL. With that I’ve been bottling up these feelings and then releasing them at the most random times. I don’t like to appear as if something is wrong. I try so hard to remain positive and be that positive person for others but with that I feel like I don’t allow myself to be sad. This year, so far, has been amazing. I feel like I have grown more than I ever have before and I am so proud of who I am becoming but don’t get me wrong, I have been HIT with some curveballs. When life throws shit your way, the real test is how you come back from it. What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger and I have definitely learnt that this year. Allow yourself to FEEL. Allow yourself to cry. Feel all the emotions and don’t hold back from that. It means you’re a human being. For the rest of this year, I am going to stop apologising for feeling down or maybe just not feeling like myself because it is OKAY to feel that way. If something pisses me off, I’m going to say THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF instead of IT’S OK I’M OK. It’s not okay bitch. I love you. You got this.
Okay. You know what time it is. WHAT HAVE I BEEN LOVING THIS WEEK?
SELLING SUNSET. I have been the biggest Selling Sunset fan since I watched season one for the first time. I am obsessed with it. The beautiful houses, the outfits, THE DRAMA. I am hooked. Season eight came out last week and I delved into it on Monday night and demolished it within a day. When you need a good brain rot session (iykyk) then it is the PERFECT show. Also, Bre is probably the most iconic bitch I have ever seen.
A COURT OF SILVER FLAMES. Team. We made it. I am on the final instalment (for now) of the ACOTAR series by Sarah J. Maas. Now, this book is THICK. I am scared. My colleague said I need to mentally prepare myself which is filling me with anticipation. I can’t wait to read it but I’m also sad. I don’t want it to end. I’ve loved this series so much. I am now officially a fantasy girly. Sorry not sorry.
MY GIRLS. I just wanted to put a special shoutout on here to my girls. My friends. I have always said how lucky I am to have the most amazing friends but this past week I’ve felt that more than ever. Doing our twenties together has been such a ride and I can’t wait for what is to come. Love you, boos. You’re the best.
Okay. Hump day is here. Let’s smash it. Let’s stay positive. Let’s stay energised. Let’s lift those tits up high in the sky. I certainly will. I love you all!
Big love ALWAYS,
Lucy Xxx
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